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Soundtrack; Playback; monday bluez. finally im posting againnn. busy busy.. its all too late, isnt it..? 181110 well, holidays is extremely boring. i rather have ... ohmy.. Brewer 2E5'10 161010 archives April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 May 2011 July 2011 Credits Base code:OHsaygoodbye Image: Kristi |
Monday, May 31, 2010 ( 310510 @ 6:52 PM )  goin to genting tmrw. :) hopefully by e time i come back, i would be able to put down everything. today finished reading another book :) hahhas. its super interestingggg. i wanna start reading another oneeee. its about love :) i finally understand how powerful love is. love is so powerful that.. - it can change one person. - it can let people get hurt. - it can let people be happy n loving for each other. its just so wonderful. :) i love 'love'. its simply AWESOME! :) i havent pack my bag for genting tmrw. hahahas. well.. ltr thn pack. life is never like a movie. no endings will be like movies. not even the most perfect lives end like movies. thats just how life is. 0 comments Sunday, May 30, 2010 ( 300510 @ 8:14 PM ) hahaha. we bought carebear (: lols. anyw, hahahs. when we were at e popular, a girl came to me and read a book to me. lols. its super scaryyyy. :O hahahs. went to e popular and find the book 'the last song' but cant find it.. thn i bought a love story bk. it sound nice :) i want dorothy koomson-the ice cream girls book! :D hahhaas. gonna persuade mum to buy for meeeee. :) if only time could turn back, maybe we wouldnt be lke this. whn i scroll through the msgs we sent when we were still tgt, tears jus dripped out from my eyes. imissyou; my property; my love.. 0 comments Saturday, May 29, 2010 ( the last song @ 2:56 PM )  ytd. went to watch the last song at west mall :D that show is simply awesome! :P it made me cry n laugh lke mad. i like this showwww! :P i intend to buy the novel of it! i love it! esp. e scene there. its super romantic :) :D the last songggg. &&& i love miley cyrus! :) why cant our ending be like those in the movie? a happy and carefree one. it'll be super awesome if our life can be like those in the movie. coz in the end, everyone would have a happy ending. with their own happinessss :D 0 comments ( What if... @ 2:41 PM )    went popular today. shit. i saw many books that is kinda nice. and the price of the books are 'nice' too. lols. this few days,im obsessed with readin books. :O omgggg. cant believe it. hahahas read plurk.. and saw astin's post. hahahs. we have the same thinking! Great mind think alike! :D anyw, its.... if we didnt do the thing in the past, will things turn out to be in a different way which would be better? sometimes i really get confused whn i need to decide for stuffs. coz i simply scared of e things tat turn out will be different well..sometimes we have to go through this. but it really isnt awesome at all. 0 comments Friday, May 28, 2010 ( 280510 @ 2:13 PM )  today vesak day= Public Holiday :( i rather have school holiday instead of PH. it seriously sucks. bro brought back the software for my phone alr. wtf? i cant find my plug in for the computer! stupid lar.. i rmb i put it on the desk. but now, its gone!!!! stupid faggottttttttt. thought that today is saturday. coz its seriously weird.. maybe goin out ltr.. im very tired. but.. i feel like dancingggggg! lols. sometimes i really think bout u. but sometimes u really hurt me. should i trust u? im really confused. im really tired. i dont feel lke getting hurt anymore.. 0 comments Thursday, May 27, 2010 ( 270510 @ 6:41 PM )  today is the last day of school :) how awesome it is.. anyw, got back my report book. not bad luh.. but there is no improvement, instead my result dropped :P mum was nagging just now againnnn just like a unstoppable radio. lols. anyw, had dance! :D i mean..dance performance! :D the dance is the modern one which we performed during the awards day. its a little bit different but its still nice :) things was alright. jus that xiangting dropped her can.. watever it is, it doesnt matter coz its jus a minor mistake and its still awesomeeee. :) oh.. and shawn complained to ms lim again.. this time round is..i nearly fell. but seriously.. i nearly fell. thanks to him for supporting me :) THANKS SHAWNNN! :D oh.. and i think this is the last time we are gonna dance thatttttt. :( anywsss, i jus realize something beautiful. its dance :) dance is something which is really different. when u are performing, u really gotta forget who u r and ur face and then concentrate in e dance. as u dance, u get the feeling. the feeling is lke u are ''flying''. its jus a very freedom feeling. a dance where it brings u to another place whr all e ppl there are dancing. and whn u dance, u need to smile, its jus lke showin ppl that u r really happyyyy :) i really feel that today! its simly awesome!:D its lke..it brought me to a lalaland where there are no troubles & sad stuffs. all i need to do is to dance and let others enjoyyy. &&share happiness with em. its super awesome! :) i told myself im in another place. a place where there are no troubles for me to think so much. a place for me to smile and bring happiness to others. a place for me to enjoy myself and really relax. its really nice. i hope i cn stay thr forever so that i wont feel sad over u anymre. but it seems that, that moment could only last for that short 5 mins.. i'll always rmb that wonderful place... Labels: the last dance 0 comments Wednesday, May 26, 2010 ( 260510 @ 8:43 PM )  second last day of sch for e semester :) hahahhas. tmrw last day of sch.. gonna get back e report bookssss. and there is performance for the china buddies tmrw! im super nervousssss! :P lols.. anyw, mr pek was super funny today whn he took the photos. hahhas:D ahahhas. went qianyun's blog. she said that '' im good at consoling ppl and im the best!'' i feel so honoured! lols. anyw, i'll always be there for all my friends. u guys are always a part of my life :) w/o u all, maybe i wouldnt be able to walk through those difficulties. esp. this few days.. thanks to those friends that has shown concern to me. i'll be okay after some time.. stone in class again for lke 15 mins. hmm..had many thoughts abt him. jus suddenly rmb e times we had tgt. e way we meet in sch everyday, e time whn we eat tgt, e time whn we walk back to sch tgt, e time whn we are both alone tgt. && the first n last hug&kiss. its really a memorable one. i thought this small memory would not hurt me so much. but it seems tat im wrong. coz i just cant put down these memories n move on.. once in awhile, i'll just rmb those memories we had. those sweet messages u sent. its really meaningful. although its all over, but u'll always be in a part of my love novel. :) we are like a total stranger or a passer-by. we look as if we dont even knw each other.. this really feels weird. dont tell me that, this is e only way to let me forget everything.. it just so silly. 0 comments Tuesday, May 25, 2010 ( 250510 @ 5:40 PM ) this morning, chat with astin. hmm.. well, she is right. god always plan things with a reason behind it. if u're a good person, god will treat u very nicely. although sometimes, it isnt tat perfect, but in the end, its still awesome. today god let me see a very wonderful and perfect thing in life. although i was seriously hurt ytd, but it really makes me feel tat its worth it for some reasons. maybe im doin good deed so its a reward for me :) although im not ready to accept the fact ytd, im ready today. it really isnt easy. but i made it! its an awesome job. but i wonder am i still able to make it tmrw? this mornin in class, people were like asking me, '' are u okay?'' well friends, im alright. seriously.. had dance rehearsal today. omggg! shawn fell down coz of me. im so sorry. i didnt mean to step so hard. i'll try not to do it againnnnn. hahahs. but e last run was okayy. finally... he didnt fall. lols. thank god for the kind thing u gave me :) although it hurts, but its worth it. seriously, i mean it.. its awesomeeee! :D i'll try to be strong even if i cant.. i knew tat there is always 'him' that will dote meeee :) imissyouuu.. 0 comments Sunday, May 23, 2010 ( 230510 @ 8:11 PM ) ahahhas. its funnyyyy. towards e end of the movie, its so lovinggg. somehow in one way or another, im just touched by it. i wanna catch the last song! anyw, otw back hm. i was stoning again.. this time is abt the loving part of the movie.. ''love'', it jus make me think through it really thoroughly.. things went through my mind.. seriously, this is the first time tat i think till i cry.. true loveeeee, im so impressed by it :) true love is really awesomeeeee! :D its hard to find true love. it doesnt come by easilyyy. its by chance. once u missed it, u might not have another chance. u gotta grab it tightly. coz its really a rare opportunity. where were u when i needed u the most? sometimes i really need u by my side. im really tired.. 0 comments Saturday, May 22, 2010 ( 220510 @ 12:16 PM ) in e morning, i was stoning there. but aft recess, thanks to sarahh. she help me solve the problem. thanks kong! if nt i'll sure have cold war with him for this weekend. anyw, tag rugby is super fun. u get to pull the tag. and i pulled cheryl's pants. hahahs.super funny.. e most funny part was whn raine pulled azimah's tag and she got so anxious that she went to put e ball at e next class court. :D hahahs. whn i saw it, i rolled dwn the floor and laugh like mad. thn everyone started to sit dwn on the floor and laugh. lucky no photo was taken. even the coach laugh too. durin tag rugby, saw ms joyce tan. all of us were saying ''weilin weilin. where's my literature rep weilin?'' seriously, it was super funny. :D and she say we are crazy. aft tag rugby, had dance :D it was super crazy. had 8 counts of 8 of bridge. my bone is breakinggg. thn went dwn to library to rehearse for dance :) omg. my last pose is with shawn. he is suppose to carry me. hahhas. and whn i come dwn, i lean all my effort on him. hahhas. super funny. anyw, sorry shawnnn. hope u are alrighttt. and stop singing the abc song coz u r distractin meeeeeee. :P oh, and during e rehearse, he came dwnn. we were like so secretiveee. HAHAs. aft dance, went WC cafe. he came to eat with us. hahhas. at tat moment, i jus hope tat e time would jus stop there.. hahasss. thn walk to bus-stop. everyone of em wants to walk behind us. just to see wat we will do.. so funny luhhhh. hahahs. as long as i knw ur heart is always with me, and u care for me, it doesnt matter if u dun have the time to accompany me. coz i knw tat u love me :) 0 comments Thursday, May 20, 2010 ( 200510 @ 7:25 PM ) failed science. something bad happened today. im sryyy. i dunno whether i should trust u.. well.. let nature takes its course... 0 comments Wednesday, May 19, 2010 ( 190510 @ 6:10 PM )  today, sch as per normal. but im jus simply high && happy :D oh my.. i jus found out that i fell deep into ur heart.. :) aft sch, went WCP. me and viviane was walkiing round and round. it was a fun exerciseeeeee. lols. seb message me a stupid but funny message. HAHAA. that secret is out to 3 person. but i think someone got it toooo. :O hahhahas. i simply love todayyy. cant wait for sch days. i love sch nowwwww! he's so caring and lovinggg. hahahs. tmr lesson is gonna be super bored. and scienceeee, pls dun let me see my result. coz i knw tat, i'll faillllll. if i pass, it must be a miracleeee. :D lols. imissyou. i love the feeling when the both of us are tgt. thank you for being a part of my life. iloveyou. 0 comments Tuesday, May 18, 2010 ( 180510 @ 8:46 PM ) sarah, amanda, weilin, raine, saf, david & daryl. it was super duper fun. especially the wave :D me and amandaaaaa:) hahahs. e wave was so strong and big thn it went over our head... i still can feel the wave nowww. :) lols. otw back home, i feel so happy :D hahhas. but there's problem with my bloody phone nowwww. i think it spoil again. it caught its disease from weilin's phoneeeee. urghhh. i wan my phone back. there is many message today that makes my dayyy :D and now all the extra phone at home is spoil too. dear. phone phone, are u trying to play a prank on me?? oh ya! i failed to do my plan todayy :( but nvm, coz things turn out to be diff. in fact, it was positive! i nvr expect it to happennnn. hahahs. happiness jus cameeee out of a sudden :) iloveyou. 180510 i'll rmb this day (: 0 comments Monday, May 17, 2010 ( @ 10:04 PM ) to be determine in whatever things i do. its courage which encourages me to do things that i dont dare. and to be stronger than yesterday. 0 comments ( 170510 @ 9:23 PM )  todayyy. simply go according to wat i've decided to do. it was really a great start for the day. and a great start for me to giv up.. it was really challenging but then im able to survive through the day :) great job Teresa! keep it up! :) had the last paper for MYE. ohmyfkingshit. i drew my graph wrongly :( sadddddd. but nvm. i would be more careful the next time. :O aft exam, specially went to JP with Sarah, Lorraine and Bobo Tay :D went oldtown. the food was nice :) after that went back to sch and played frisbeeeeee :) on e way back, saw many oldold buses. those with no air-con and the window can be open one. it suddenly reminds me of wat i usually do whn i took those kind of buses. during tat time i was only a smallsmall kid. i seriously miss those days;; those days without troubles :D i suddenly feel like im so oldddddd. we also applied the tan lotionnnnn. so funnnn. hahhas. thn bobo went hm. aft tat, saf came down. had a 2 vs 2 game. me and saf team up. hahhas. it seems that we cant co-ordinate with each otherrrrr. hhahahs. so funnnnyyy C: cant wait for tmrrrr. goin sentosa the group againn. (big group) hahhas. gonna camwhore so i must rmb to charge my phoneeeee! C: hahahs. sometimes i really wonder how long will i survive?? 0 comments Sunday, May 16, 2010 ( 160510 @ 9:34 PM )  i began to love saturday more and more! because.....i just find things meaningful. and there would always be a group of good sis tat would be there with me; supporting me, giving me courage, bringing laughter to my life. they will always remain in my heart. it takes a thousand years to build up this friendship and a second to tear it. once it is tore, it could nvr be the same anymore.. i promise, i would not break this friendship as a true and good friend is hard to find. and the words goddad say is all really meaningful and realistic. sometimes, tears just simply roll down my eyes. sometimes i dont even know why i cry too. i jus get very emotional.. i couldnt even control my tears. sometimes, i even gotta pretend tat i hear nth jus to distract myself from crying.. usually, i would find those words/sentences meaningful or somehow in some way is related to me. so i would jus say those words/sentences just 2 remind myself, not to cry or shed a tears for the stupid him... but seriously, and to be honest to myself, sometimes i could not control myself.. im currently looking forward for sep holidays. coz the bunch of ppl would be there for me. they would tolerate those rubbish and craps that i say. and those stupid and silly lame jokes. And at least whn im with them, i could put aside him, and stop thinkin bout him and would not feel the pain in my heart. With this, i shall THANKS those ppl. THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR ACCOMPANYING ME IN PART OF MY LIFE. WITHOUT U ALL, I MIGHT NOT HAVE OVERCOME MANY DIFFICULTIES THAT I FACED. THANKS PPL! :D i think i've lost the trust i had in u... maybe i should not trust u anymore.. 0 comments Tuesday, May 11, 2010 ( 110510 @ 6:02 PM ) WHATS THE BLOODY PROBLEM WITH MEEEE??! ARGHHHH! SUPER CONFUSED NOWW. CANT CONCENTRATE IN STUDYINGGG. JUS FEEL LIKE BLOGGING ALL THE BLODDY SHIT HERE.. `STUPID LUH.. MAKE ME CANT SLEEP WELL & STUDY WELL. WHY MUST THIS THINGS HAPPEN @ THIS TIMEEEEE? NEHNEHLAHHHH. ITS FREAKING ME OUTTTTT! SOMETIMES I SERIOUSLY WONDER WHY IS THERE SUCH A WORD CALL:"LOVE" && I SERIOUSLY HATE THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD 'LOVE'. THISSTUPIDBLOODYTHING. ITHOUGHTTHATIHADLETITGOCOZITHOUGHTIHAVEBECOMEMOREMATURE. ANDWOULDLETTHINGSGOEASILYAFTERGETTINGENOUGHOFTHOSEHURTFULSTUFF. IFEELJEALOUSANDGETSTUPIDEMOTIONSSOMETIMES. ISITBECAUSEISTILLHAVENOTLETGO? IMYSELFCANTEVENANSWERTHISQUESTION. CANTHISTHINGSTOBOTHERINGME? FINE. I SHALL JUST STOP TALKING BOUT THIS. HAHHAAA. ME AND WEILIN DID A SERIOUS BUSINESS TODAY IN SCHOOL :D HAHAS. SO FUNNY. SHE HAS NOW BECOME MY PS BUDDYYY! LOLS. AND I MANAGE TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP! WITH THE COURAGE OF A FEW PPL. THANK YOU! ITS A NICE FEELINGGGGG. ITS LIKE.. OHMYGOD.FINALLY,I HAVE SUCCEEDED. HAHAHAAAA. IT WAS JUST A SMALL THING. BUT TO ME IT IS A BIG BIG THINGGG. HAHAHAS. IM ACTUALLY TOKING ABT THE PYRAMID (: HAHAAA. IT MIGHT BE AN EASY THING TO CLIMB UP. BUT I SUDDENLY HAD THIS THOUGHTTTT. OMFG. I THINK IM GETTING OLDER AND OLDER. I ALWAYS HAVE THIS WEIRD WEIRD THOUGHTS AS IN VERY SERIOUS THOUGHT. SOMETIMES WHEN I SEE PPL CROSSING ROADS, I'LL HAVE THIS WEIRD THINKING ''WILL I BE LIKE HIM/HER? WILL I BE ABLE TO LIVE UNTIL THAT AGE? WHO WILL BE THERE WITH ME?'' AND MANY MANY MORE WEIRD THINKINGSSSS. HOW COME I BECOME LIKE THIS? I FEEL SO WEIRD.. I FEEL THAT THIS IS NOT ME. NOT MY USUAL SELFFFFF. its not the same anymore and it'll never be the same againnnn. 0 comments Monday, May 3, 2010 ( 030510 @ 2:51 PM ) its just that i havent master it. coz whnever i see u, the skills i learnt just seems like it have gone down the drain... 0 comments |
