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Soundtrack; Playback; monday bluez. finally im posting againnn. busy busy.. its all too late, isnt it..? 181110 well, holidays is extremely boring. i rather have ... ohmy.. Brewer 2E5'10 161010 archives April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 May 2011 July 2011 Credits Base code:OHsaygoodbye Image: Kristi |
Friday, July 15, 2011 ( 150711 @ 10:28 PM ) lol. okay. its has been a long time since i've blog. have been rather busy this few months with entrepruneurship fair, and stuffs. jus realised that its july nw.. and i still dont get amaths. im so gonna die. 7 periods of maths on fri. idk how to survive.. its just so tiring.. well..there's a performance coming up in less than a month! and we just started preparing for it! WHEE! i just cant wait for th performance!:D andddd.. got a shock news. ; i become th president of dance. common test in another week. im so dead. well.. i'll study. but just not now:) 0 comments Monday, May 16, 2011 ( monday bluez. @ 10:11 PM ) took back a few subjects for MYE. currently, i passed everything. but in the end, im still gonna fail bcoz its gonna get pull down by common test. :( jus hope that common test wont pll my results down so much, and i will still be able to pass:) and th most freaking awesome thing is i passed my Amath. i was damn shocked. and.. :( i missed 1 bloody mark to get a distinction for my physics. urgghhhh=( had dance today. honestly speaking, i miss syf alot. although its tiring, but its awesome and fun :D i hope there will be mre performances coming up and there will be internal trainings again:) urghhh. but i doubt so.. holidays in two weeks time. im looking forward for it!:) im super tired these few weeks. i need more sleep to grow taller. lol, i know it wont help for me. hahahaha. 0 comments Saturday, May 14, 2011 ( finally im posting againnn. @ 3:59 PM ) LOL. anyw, i've been quite busy for th past few months; preparing for syf,danceworks, awards day, MYE etc.. yea.. and th last paper is down ytd. :):):) went to watch beastly :D it was an awesome show;) hahahaha. and funny things happened during th movie. LMFAO. :):):):):):):):):):) i want to be th reason for th smile on ur face and th person that is in ur mind:) 0 comments Friday, January 21, 2011 ( busy busy.. @ 11:25 PM ) im back to post. :) i've been really busy this few weeks ever since school started. and im gonna be really busy until april is over. school work is somehow killing me alr, and i think im so gonna be dead for th upcoming CT. :( i've many many things to do. how i wish that i've 72 hours everyday;) then i can finish up all my assignments and stuffs. ;D well.. && i got into a new class, 3E6, it brought me a lot of laughter and fun everyday when im in school. :) thank you ppl ;) i may not be lacking of anyth, but im sure im lack of this; -moral courage -self confidence 0 comments Thursday, December 2, 2010 ( its all too late, isnt it..? @ 1:58 PM ) if i have another chance, i wouldnt do that. i miss youuuuu 0 comments Thursday, November 18, 2010 ( 181110 @ 11:14 PM ) There is class bbq tmrw:D &&& dance audition for syf :S Im so so so bloody nervous& excited. My hamstring is still pain :( But,, im still goin for the audition :)) Wish myself good luck for tmrw's audition :) God bless me :D 0 comments Tuesday, November 16, 2010 ( @ 12:16 PM ) i rather have school then. anyw, returned back to school for dance:) && ytd, was an epic. i screwed up the dance :C wondering how am i going to pass th audition... :S my leg injury is back again..:( its damn painful. i cant stand for long.. :( but i dont care, im still gonna dance. :DDD 0 comments Tuesday, November 9, 2010 ( ohmy.. @ 11:31 PM ) and i gotta do the awards filming. :S im so bloody nervous. (: well, lets leave everything till tmrw! :D hahaha, shall post smth interesting about last week. hmm..ever since the last day of school, nth special happened. except for the debate that was held at mediacorp C: i totally love that day! 06112010:) hahaha. we saw nat ho! :) wheeee. he was so damn handsome and awesome :) well..was hoping to see more artists but didnt managed to see more.. DDDDDDDD: ytd dance training was tiring. split training. hahaha. my leg is now still aching. awesomeeee :SSS 0 comments Saturday, October 30, 2010 ( Brewer 2E5'10 @ 5:20 PM ) If only I have a time machine :) then i can turn back the time to January 2010! :DDDDDD I miss 2E55555!!!! I miss those crazy moments we had. Laughing at all our lame jokes, silly actions, paiseh moments and many many more!! Although we are not really united as a class, but we managed to win some prizes everytime when there is competition. I'll always rmb those times we had as a class. Anyw, streaming results is out.. Im super luckyyyy:D I got into POA class. :) Puiehh got into the same class as me and I'm separated with ahpui and puiahhh.. I hope I can do well for my math nzt year:)))) 0 comments Saturday, October 16, 2010 ( 161010 @ 11:08 PM ) i failed 1 subject. science. got the streaming form too. :) i seriously dunno which course to choose. yeahhh...i regret not workin harder. if not i could have a higher chance to get into e course i wan. choosing the courses is more stress than having exam luhh.. i knw i'll nvr be the one... 0 comments Thursday, October 14, 2010 ( 141010 @ 8:40 PM ) yeahh.. i failed one. and its obviously science.. :( alot of people got aces for their math. i doubt i could get into POA anymre.. but nevertheless, im still gonna put POA course as my firstfirst choice. :D And.. dance starts tmrw. And my leg is getting worse. Cant dance again.. MC… Unlucky week for me . My hand has got 3 cuts. And on the way out, my bus broke down. How awesome… Now all I hope is that I could pass my history exam. Omg. I cant afford to fail, if not my average is gonna go down.. And &&&.. tmrw gonna get the streaming slip. I got no mood for anyth , now my whole mind is filled with courses,courses & COURSES! all i can do is just to pretend that im okay & alright with it. i know this wont last, but i hope that it would not end so early.. 0 comments Monday, October 11, 2010 ( 111010 @ 8:27 PM ) its like.. finally!:D im still blaming about my itchy hand! STUPID luh. it made me lose 2 marks alr.. i shouldnt had erased it. eeyeerrrr...! well.. no point crying over spilled milk. anyways, today.. came home damn early. i reached home at 9.20am. and i slept for the whole afternoon. my hand is aching again. when will it get well..? 0 comments Saturday, October 9, 2010 ( @ 11:16 PM ) The final paper for EOY. I’ve screwed up almost for all the paper. Gosh.. Perhaps, I cant get into the class I want anymore… :( Well.. anyway, today is so so damn bored. I just missed those bloody hell days. But .. yeah. Its all gone. Ohhh &&& …. Ytd went out for shopping with mum! And.. I bought many many many stuffs! :D Hahahahs! 0 comments Monday, October 4, 2010 ( 041010 @ 9:01 PM ) holy shit. whatever man.. went JE library to study. and yeah.. i managed to study 2 chapters. well..it could have been more. hahaaa. coz 90% of the time, im slackin. shouldnt have slack, coz i realized that i cnt understand whats with chp 9& 10. gosh man.. history, u r seriously gonna kill me. shall stop here. and i will continue to study. SRSLY, I THINK I NEED TO GET MOTIVATED IN ORDER TO GET ON WITH MY STUDIES. 0 comments Sunday, October 3, 2010 ( 031010` @ 11:22 PM ) OMFG. guess wad..? imnot prepared yet.. everyone has prepared except me.. oh gosh... im gonna screw up man. this time round, i didnt even study for anyth.. i guess im gonna get a zero. oh man, i wan to get in e course i wan. but...i doubt i can nw.. nvm. im gonna study tmr. for the rest of the paper (: ; history and math :D its my only hope.. the only subjects i guess i could score.. :S IM SRSLY GONNA STUDY :) 0 comments Monday, August 9, 2010 ( 090810 @ 7:54 PM )  HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! ;D its only now then i truly know how to really really treasure things/people. i left with around 1 monthhh. OMFG. i wonder what will happen w/o you. seriously..i really need you. i know its impossible for you to stay forever, but at least when i really really grow up. those days...were my best day in life. :)) i'll always rmb those days and keep it with me wherever i go. thank you for giving me such wonderful memories ;D 0 comments Friday, August 6, 2010 ( 060810 @ 9:57 PM ) hahahahs. Performance tmrw. and i still cnt catch up with my steps. OMGGG. three sessions and thn perform = super nervousss. 0 comments Tuesday, August 3, 2010 ( 030810 @ 10:17 PM ) i got 5 marks for my el compre. screw up luhhhhh. some things was expected to be happened. but just didnt expect it to happened in another way. i kind of feel guilty. i shouldnt even have say it. i should had keep it to myself. i hate this man. is there a hole for me to run away frm this..? one person suffer is better than three right... 9 mre hours.. i dont feel like goin. and i dun even knw how to face it. and dont even knw how i should even start.. will this affect us..? ithinkitsbetterthatudontknow. cosidunwanmypersonalfeelingstoaffectutoo. idontwantutobelikeasandwich;trappedinbetween. imreallysorrythatididnttellu. asireallydontknwhowtobringitup. imreallyreallysorry. hopethiswillbethefirst&thelasttime.. 0 comments Thursday, July 29, 2010 ( @ 7:17 PM ) im freakin stress. partly due to family problems, friends && tests. i feel like sayin it out. but i just dunno how.. those freakin problems are just simply affecting my mood. the family problem is a the most serious problems of all. its seriously a big big challenge for me to overcome man.. its only when you're bout to lose it, then you start to treasure. but dont you think that its a little too late..? 0 comments Sunday, July 25, 2010 ( CIP @ 9:16 PM ) its a saturday and i had to wake up @ 5am.. went there and teach the old ppl how to dance. at first i nearly freak out. but in the end, i find thats its fun!:D after that, we returned back to school. and then go Orchard again where we had our CIP. went the newly open scape.. saw merly and lyo!. me and sarah went to took photo with em! ;DDDD && during tuition, i fell asleep. how awesome... lol. today stayed at home.. watched crime watch. saw Derek. hahah.. he is super funny. i just cnt stop laughinn. LMAO.. treat people sincerely frm the bottom of our hearts. even if e ppl look different frm us, they still cn do things that we cn do. 0 comments Thursday, July 22, 2010 ( Leadership workshop @ 8:03 PM ) Im super high man! ;DD hahahahs. the 3 days leadership workshop past.. went sentosa and did treasure hunt. many funny things happened. ohh..and im so blindddd. too many funny things to be listedddd. :DDDD &&& i ate popcorn that dropped on the floorrrrrr. whateverrr.. dont bother luhhhh. hahhahahhahs. im super happppyyyy!. HAHAHHh. 220710000 0 comments Wednesday, July 21, 2010 ( 21july @ 7:51 PM ) -_- super busy this week. had enrichment workshop. :) tmrw is the last day.. it pass damn fast!.. the workshop is effing fun! ;DDD tmrw, we'll be goin to Sentosa. OMFS! IM EFFING EXCITEDDD! :DDD i believe its gonna be funnnn!.. HAHAAH. there is dance CIP on sat. its at ORCHARDD! :) im bloody happyyyy! :))) coz it reminds me of SCAPEEEEE! :D HHAHAH. Leaders are not born, Leaders are made. 0 comments Saturday, July 3, 2010 ( 030710 @ 2:09 PM ) the space was smaller than what we expected.. nevertheless, we still managed to finish the dance till the end, with small mistakes which happened. and.. things didnt went wrong as what i thought it would. i didnt dropped my cans. && i didnt shiver for my last pose.:) ms tan and ms lim said they saw people who are not frm minds video-ing our dance. does that mean.. our dance is good or bad? whatever it is, i still think that the rehearsal we did was better. hahahs. halfway through the beatbox, junsheng said'' wo wang ji liao'' damn funny;DDD hahhahs. its damn funny until all of us laugh. 0 comments Friday, July 2, 2010 ( 020710 @ 9:37 PM )  today had dance with new instructor. she's kind of nice too. anyw, dance as usual but there's a change with all the warm up.. rehearsed the dance for tmrw. guess wad? im super nervous. i got a feelin its either my cans is gonna drop or my leg is gonna shiver durin e last pose. nehnehhh.. hope everything goes well tmrw. ;DDD oh.. and.... school is really tiring this few days. esp when we only have almost a day to read 4 chps. which is frm pg 1 to 97. how awesomeeee. i began to find my teachers all very interesting. all of them have their own style and way of interacting and talking.. one like to blink and she can blink 48times/min. the other one likes to say 'ah' he can say 6'ahs'/min. hahahhas. the lesson was so bored that me, lorraine & viv started countinggg. heeheeeeee. tmrw is the performance for minds. gotta wake up at 4 plus. wonder if i would oversleep.. 0 comments Sunday, June 27, 2010 ( last day of june holidays. @ 1:05 PM ) the last day of june holidays :O i dont feel like going back to school. i still want my holidaysssss! hope there is no new seating arrangement tmrw. coz i wan my old seating arrangement! ;D i dun wan to sit at the side. i wanna sit at the center! ;DDD LOL. new timetable.. stupid luh.. nvr change teacher. and history teacher is Mr Pek.. the sec2 lvl, he is the only one that teach us History. i just wanna go back to school and see my friends! ;DDD i miss em so muchhhhh! :)) sometimes we gotta treasure those people that are in our live. dont wait until when we lose em, then we start to regret. 0 comments Friday, June 25, 2010 ( @ 9:35 PM ) 0 comments Wednesday, June 23, 2010 ( 230610 @ 9:37 PM ) found out that last monday was ms fong last practice with us:( and today might also be ms viv last practice with us.:( OMG. i dunwan it. doin the awards day dance for 2 upcoming performance in july ;D i always hope that we can dance again. but now when we get a chance to dance, i feel damn tired and think that its not up to standard. arghhh..i think i need to bloody rehearse more. i dunwanna lee paisehh myself on that actual performance day :)) hahahhaaas. school is re-opening in less than a week. suddenly, i dont feel like goin back to school. its gonna be damn tiring. and we cant slack anymre.... i doubt i will. the worst is there might be a change in subject teacher. omggggg. better change to a one which can teach. not like that bulldogggggg :P :))))))) 0 comments Monday, June 21, 2010 ( 210610 @ 11:08 PM ) yeahh. okay okay alright! ;D omfg. DBT!~ i super da boleh tahan already! im damn pissed off. i felt super uncomfortable bout it. my temper almost 'explode' just now.. nehneh la.. chicken ass. dont u knw whats the bloody meaning of the word DISGRACEEEE! if u dont know, pls check the meaning frm e dictionary! and stop doin that bloody stuff infront of me. its seriously affecting me u know? idiot! stupidpieceofshit!. how do u want me to bring this up?! i feel so DISGUSTED! JIDANCHAOYADAN~~ 0 comments Friday, June 18, 2010 ( 18June. @ 9:31 PM ) did 200 crunches, 40 mins of running/jogging, handstand and many more.. Rolling makes my back aching like hell now. the bone there is super pain:( went IMM aft dance. i was laughin again at macs. someone's receipt dropped down from the tray;D then got one uncle, he is super funnnnnyyy. and two little girl made the napkin look like some shit. HAHAHAHA. then at daiso. we started laughing again. Sarah took the mini umbrella and started to dance the awards day dance.. HAHAHA. lucky there is no dance tmrw:) 0 comments Monday, June 14, 2010 ( @ 11:32 PM ) but to let go of someone or something; which has once gave or brought u memories which are meaningful, is simply difficult. You just gotta learn how to let go and move on.. 0 comments ( 140610 @ 7:12 PM ) an awesome show :D took many photos, but in the end, left only 17? coz...deleted many as its awfulllllll... went cotton on. bought scarf and... shoe :) photos are all on fb.. 0 comments Thursday, June 10, 2010 ( 100610 @ 7:39 PM ) having headache :( its torturing.. i think i should stop watching shows. hahahs. but i doubt i will do it. i have been crying for like almost every drama series. esp. today 'ur hand in mine' its super touching :)) so fast.. second week of the holiday is gonna pass.. 0 comments Tuesday, June 8, 2010 ( GSS @ library? @ 11:24 PM )  today went lot1 library with mingli and qianyun to study. its like super unlucky. the train make me reached there late and it made me bang onto the window of the train. hahahs. library open at 11am. and we reached there at 10.45am? when i was there, i saw quite a number of ppl queueing up to wait for the library to open. thn when the library finally open, the first row ppl even run in. my reaction was like '' omg.this is the first time i know that library needs to queue. and the ppl makes it seems like its having GSS. lols.'' so surprising to see such things at library. hahahas. then, went to had pizza for lunch. mingli's pizza flew out. i burst out laughing. but it wasnt as crazy as normal like when im with sarah& lorraine they guys.. holiday is seriously boring.. i rather go back to school. i mean school w/o having lessons. lols. i have been facingbook-ing for a few days. and its getting bored. :P what's the point of holding on to the past? it will just bring sufferings to yourself. why not try to forgive and forget bout the past, and move on? give yourself and others a chance to continue e rest of e journey, and make it a happy and memorable one :) 0 comments Monday, June 7, 2010 ( 070610 @ 3:30 PM )   have no idea wad to do today. schedule is quite full. tmrw; go study wed; kbox with the obiangs. thur; a not confirm outing. fri; not sure. sat; going somewhere. for a sudden, i feel like dancingggg. :) ohmy, i miss dance! :D feel like dancing the awards day dance again! i miss those busy trainings. hope tmrw when i go study, wont see any idiot again. :) u appear just like a dream to me.. 0 comments Sunday, June 6, 2010 ( 060610 @ 7:30 PM )    the first sunday which i feel so bored. watched back all those shows that i watched the last time. its like wow? super touchingggg. i cried like siiao. finally, i think i've put dwn him. (: its likeeee... finallyyyyyyy. true love is awesomeeee. :) there'll be troubles that e both of them need to walk through tgt. if e both of them truly love each other, they'll surely be able to overcme those obstacle. after the recent him, now i know wad im lookin for,for the next him. it simply isnt a love game. but a game where ur love,concern,patient,understanding is all put in it. (: now i knw that love isnt a game for us to play. sometimes, it seriously would make us fall in love with e person. it jus happen naturally, sometimes u fall for the person u never expect it would be. true love cant be cleaved into parts. becoz at the center of love (愛) is heart. if the heart is cleaved into two, tat person will die. i should have know that your heart has died long ago. becoz there aint any love in it at all. 0 comments Saturday, June 5, 2010 ( 050610 @ 1:54 PM )    finally.. it isnt ringing anymre. :) why do i feel like i lost somethhh. something important & precious to me. i cant explain and i dont even knw wad's it. im so desperate to find that thingy backkkk. 0 comments Friday, June 4, 2010 ( 040610 @ 9:11 PM ) how awesome :) i was suppose to meet qianyun at 11.45, lot1. in the end i reached there at 12.10. how early was i.. :P thanks to that bloody idiottttt! he made me terrified till i sweat like mad even under air-con room. i was like... wtf?! thn at the library, three person keep staring/looking at us. its so irritating and disturbing. i was like..wad day is today man? so freakyyyy! (the most scary one was that bloody idiot one..) library seems like it isnt a gd place for us to study so we went macs and study. there was much more better. although its abit noisy.. thn the auntie was super funny. she said she wants to go to the toilet. but whn she come back she say again..i need to use the toilet. lols.. otw back, saw a grp of bball boys. is it heaven's will? i saw a guy. he look decent. and..the way he talk sound like he is kind. well..i cant judge a person by his/her look. he was another one tat keep lookin at me.(the fifth one) its likeeeee..so stupid luh.. i hate today! but the bball boy is abit different. he dont do stupid stuff lke tat idiot. i should have gone home instead of goin to imm. if nt i could take the same train. im not interested in him but i just find that he is good. he's friendly.. u knw..those kind..its an indescribable feeling. maybe...its god's will to hint me to forget the past and move on.. forget about him and go on.. what happened had happen it all has been plan by god. let what had happened happen. dont let the same thing happen again. dont hold on to the past. put it down and move on. forget about the unhappy stuff. smile and overcome the obstacles step by step :) if we could get anything just by wishing, life would be boring. isnt it? god placed barriers between us and the things we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. god wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go. we cant control what is gonna happen next. but we can enjoy what's happening in the present :) 0 comments ( 040610 @ 10:54 AM ) once you throw away, you are left with nothing. 0 comments Thursday, June 3, 2010 ( 030610 @ 10:49 PM )  just came back from genting :) oh man! i love the weather there! :D its super cooling! :) this time round e trip is super unpleasant. bastards n bitches spoilin e fun& mood. stupid luh. and e first time i see old uncle so annoying. its like wtf? fine, i shall stop tokin about that. otw back, watched i not stupid too video. omfs. i cried in the bus. i sort of forget the story alr. but now, i rmb! its damn touchinnnnn. and i think my bill is gonna burst. i message alot in malaysia. its like.. wowww? hahahs. but i dont even bother. all i get is nagging. (im used to it anyw) i wan outinggg! :D many things happened when i went genting. its like omg! hope nth will go wrong or turn bad. can she jus change? does she even knw wad's e problem wif her? it might seems like it have everything. but actually, it feels so empty. 0 comments Monday, May 31, 2010 ( 310510 @ 6:52 PM )  goin to genting tmrw. :) hopefully by e time i come back, i would be able to put down everything. today finished reading another book :) hahhas. its super interestingggg. i wanna start reading another oneeee. its about love :) i finally understand how powerful love is. love is so powerful that.. - it can change one person. - it can let people get hurt. - it can let people be happy n loving for each other. its just so wonderful. :) i love 'love'. its simply AWESOME! :) i havent pack my bag for genting tmrw. hahahas. well.. ltr thn pack. life is never like a movie. no endings will be like movies. not even the most perfect lives end like movies. thats just how life is. 0 comments Sunday, May 30, 2010 ( 300510 @ 8:14 PM ) hahaha. we bought carebear (: lols. anyw, hahahs. when we were at e popular, a girl came to me and read a book to me. lols. its super scaryyyy. :O hahahs. went to e popular and find the book 'the last song' but cant find it.. thn i bought a love story bk. it sound nice :) i want dorothy koomson-the ice cream girls book! :D hahhaas. gonna persuade mum to buy for meeeee. :) if only time could turn back, maybe we wouldnt be lke this. whn i scroll through the msgs we sent when we were still tgt, tears jus dripped out from my eyes. imissyou; my property; my love.. 0 comments Saturday, May 29, 2010 ( the last song @ 2:56 PM )  ytd. went to watch the last song at west mall :D that show is simply awesome! :P it made me cry n laugh lke mad. i like this showwww! :P i intend to buy the novel of it! i love it! esp. e scene there. its super romantic :) :D the last songggg. &&& i love miley cyrus! :) why cant our ending be like those in the movie? a happy and carefree one. it'll be super awesome if our life can be like those in the movie. coz in the end, everyone would have a happy ending. with their own happinessss :D 0 comments ( What if... @ 2:41 PM )    went popular today. shit. i saw many books that is kinda nice. and the price of the books are 'nice' too. lols. this few days,im obsessed with readin books. :O omgggg. cant believe it. hahahas read plurk.. and saw astin's post. hahahs. we have the same thinking! Great mind think alike! :D anyw, its.... if we didnt do the thing in the past, will things turn out to be in a different way which would be better? sometimes i really get confused whn i need to decide for stuffs. coz i simply scared of e things tat turn out will be different well..sometimes we have to go through this. but it really isnt awesome at all. 0 comments Friday, May 28, 2010 ( 280510 @ 2:13 PM )  today vesak day= Public Holiday :( i rather have school holiday instead of PH. it seriously sucks. bro brought back the software for my phone alr. wtf? i cant find my plug in for the computer! stupid lar.. i rmb i put it on the desk. but now, its gone!!!! stupid faggottttttttt. thought that today is saturday. coz its seriously weird.. maybe goin out ltr.. im very tired. but.. i feel like dancingggggg! lols. sometimes i really think bout u. but sometimes u really hurt me. should i trust u? im really confused. im really tired. i dont feel lke getting hurt anymore.. 0 comments Thursday, May 27, 2010 ( 270510 @ 6:41 PM )  today is the last day of school :) how awesome it is.. anyw, got back my report book. not bad luh.. but there is no improvement, instead my result dropped :P mum was nagging just now againnnn just like a unstoppable radio. lols. anyw, had dance! :D i mean..dance performance! :D the dance is the modern one which we performed during the awards day. its a little bit different but its still nice :) things was alright. jus that xiangting dropped her can.. watever it is, it doesnt matter coz its jus a minor mistake and its still awesomeeee. :) oh.. and shawn complained to ms lim again.. this time round is..i nearly fell. but seriously.. i nearly fell. thanks to him for supporting me :) THANKS SHAWNNN! :D oh.. and i think this is the last time we are gonna dance thatttttt. :( anywsss, i jus realize something beautiful. its dance :) dance is something which is really different. when u are performing, u really gotta forget who u r and ur face and then concentrate in e dance. as u dance, u get the feeling. the feeling is lke u are ''flying''. its jus a very freedom feeling. a dance where it brings u to another place whr all e ppl there are dancing. and whn u dance, u need to smile, its jus lke showin ppl that u r really happyyyy :) i really feel that today! its simly awesome!:D its lke..it brought me to a lalaland where there are no troubles & sad stuffs. all i need to do is to dance and let others enjoyyy. &&share happiness with em. its super awesome! :) i told myself im in another place. a place where there are no troubles for me to think so much. a place for me to smile and bring happiness to others. a place for me to enjoy myself and really relax. its really nice. i hope i cn stay thr forever so that i wont feel sad over u anymre. but it seems that, that moment could only last for that short 5 mins.. i'll always rmb that wonderful place... Labels: the last dance 0 comments Wednesday, May 26, 2010 ( 260510 @ 8:43 PM )  second last day of sch for e semester :) hahahhas. tmrw last day of sch.. gonna get back e report bookssss. and there is performance for the china buddies tmrw! im super nervousssss! :P lols.. anyw, mr pek was super funny today whn he took the photos. hahhas:D ahahhas. went qianyun's blog. she said that '' im good at consoling ppl and im the best!'' i feel so honoured! lols. anyw, i'll always be there for all my friends. u guys are always a part of my life :) w/o u all, maybe i wouldnt be able to walk through those difficulties. esp. this few days.. thanks to those friends that has shown concern to me. i'll be okay after some time.. stone in class again for lke 15 mins. hmm..had many thoughts abt him. jus suddenly rmb e times we had tgt. e way we meet in sch everyday, e time whn we eat tgt, e time whn we walk back to sch tgt, e time whn we are both alone tgt. && the first n last hug&kiss. its really a memorable one. i thought this small memory would not hurt me so much. but it seems tat im wrong. coz i just cant put down these memories n move on.. once in awhile, i'll just rmb those memories we had. those sweet messages u sent. its really meaningful. although its all over, but u'll always be in a part of my love novel. :) we are like a total stranger or a passer-by. we look as if we dont even knw each other.. this really feels weird. dont tell me that, this is e only way to let me forget everything.. it just so silly. 0 comments Tuesday, May 25, 2010 ( 250510 @ 5:40 PM ) this morning, chat with astin. hmm.. well, she is right. god always plan things with a reason behind it. if u're a good person, god will treat u very nicely. although sometimes, it isnt tat perfect, but in the end, its still awesome. today god let me see a very wonderful and perfect thing in life. although i was seriously hurt ytd, but it really makes me feel tat its worth it for some reasons. maybe im doin good deed so its a reward for me :) although im not ready to accept the fact ytd, im ready today. it really isnt easy. but i made it! its an awesome job. but i wonder am i still able to make it tmrw? this mornin in class, people were like asking me, '' are u okay?'' well friends, im alright. seriously.. had dance rehearsal today. omggg! shawn fell down coz of me. im so sorry. i didnt mean to step so hard. i'll try not to do it againnnnn. hahahs. but e last run was okayy. finally... he didnt fall. lols. thank god for the kind thing u gave me :) although it hurts, but its worth it. seriously, i mean it.. its awesomeeee! :D i'll try to be strong even if i cant.. i knew tat there is always 'him' that will dote meeee :) imissyouuu.. 0 comments Sunday, May 23, 2010 ( 230510 @ 8:11 PM ) ahahhas. its funnyyyy. towards e end of the movie, its so lovinggg. somehow in one way or another, im just touched by it. i wanna catch the last song! anyw, otw back hm. i was stoning again.. this time is abt the loving part of the movie.. ''love'', it jus make me think through it really thoroughly.. things went through my mind.. seriously, this is the first time tat i think till i cry.. true loveeeee, im so impressed by it :) true love is really awesomeeeee! :D its hard to find true love. it doesnt come by easilyyy. its by chance. once u missed it, u might not have another chance. u gotta grab it tightly. coz its really a rare opportunity. where were u when i needed u the most? sometimes i really need u by my side. im really tired.. 0 comments Saturday, May 22, 2010 ( 220510 @ 12:16 PM ) in e morning, i was stoning there. but aft recess, thanks to sarahh. she help me solve the problem. thanks kong! if nt i'll sure have cold war with him for this weekend. anyw, tag rugby is super fun. u get to pull the tag. and i pulled cheryl's pants. hahahs.super funny.. e most funny part was whn raine pulled azimah's tag and she got so anxious that she went to put e ball at e next class court. :D hahahs. whn i saw it, i rolled dwn the floor and laugh like mad. thn everyone started to sit dwn on the floor and laugh. lucky no photo was taken. even the coach laugh too. durin tag rugby, saw ms joyce tan. all of us were saying ''weilin weilin. where's my literature rep weilin?'' seriously, it was super funny. :D and she say we are crazy. aft tag rugby, had dance :D it was super crazy. had 8 counts of 8 of bridge. my bone is breakinggg. thn went dwn to library to rehearse for dance :) omg. my last pose is with shawn. he is suppose to carry me. hahhas. and whn i come dwn, i lean all my effort on him. hahhas. super funny. anyw, sorry shawnnn. hope u are alrighttt. and stop singing the abc song coz u r distractin meeeeeee. :P oh, and during e rehearse, he came dwnn. we were like so secretiveee. HAHAs. aft dance, went WC cafe. he came to eat with us. hahhas. at tat moment, i jus hope tat e time would jus stop there.. hahasss. thn walk to bus-stop. everyone of em wants to walk behind us. just to see wat we will do.. so funny luhhhh. hahahs. as long as i knw ur heart is always with me, and u care for me, it doesnt matter if u dun have the time to accompany me. coz i knw tat u love me :) 0 comments Thursday, May 20, 2010 ( 200510 @ 7:25 PM ) failed science. something bad happened today. im sryyy. i dunno whether i should trust u.. well.. let nature takes its course... 0 comments Wednesday, May 19, 2010 ( 190510 @ 6:10 PM )  today, sch as per normal. but im jus simply high && happy :D oh my.. i jus found out that i fell deep into ur heart.. :) aft sch, went WCP. me and viviane was walkiing round and round. it was a fun exerciseeeeee. lols. seb message me a stupid but funny message. HAHAA. that secret is out to 3 person. but i think someone got it toooo. :O hahhahas. i simply love todayyy. cant wait for sch days. i love sch nowwwww! he's so caring and lovinggg. hahahs. tmr lesson is gonna be super bored. and scienceeee, pls dun let me see my result. coz i knw tat, i'll faillllll. if i pass, it must be a miracleeee. :D lols. imissyou. i love the feeling when the both of us are tgt. thank you for being a part of my life. iloveyou. 0 comments Tuesday, May 18, 2010 ( 180510 @ 8:46 PM ) sarah, amanda, weilin, raine, saf, david & daryl. it was super duper fun. especially the wave :D me and amandaaaaa:) hahahs. e wave was so strong and big thn it went over our head... i still can feel the wave nowww. :) lols. otw back home, i feel so happy :D hahhas. but there's problem with my bloody phone nowwww. i think it spoil again. it caught its disease from weilin's phoneeeee. urghhh. i wan my phone back. there is many message today that makes my dayyy :D and now all the extra phone at home is spoil too. dear. phone phone, are u trying to play a prank on me?? oh ya! i failed to do my plan todayy :( but nvm, coz things turn out to be diff. in fact, it was positive! i nvr expect it to happennnn. hahahs. happiness jus cameeee out of a sudden :) iloveyou. 180510 i'll rmb this day (: 0 comments Monday, May 17, 2010 ( @ 10:04 PM ) to be determine in whatever things i do. its courage which encourages me to do things that i dont dare. and to be stronger than yesterday. 0 comments ( 170510 @ 9:23 PM )  todayyy. simply go according to wat i've decided to do. it was really a great start for the day. and a great start for me to giv up.. it was really challenging but then im able to survive through the day :) great job Teresa! keep it up! :) had the last paper for MYE. ohmyfkingshit. i drew my graph wrongly :( sadddddd. but nvm. i would be more careful the next time. :O aft exam, specially went to JP with Sarah, Lorraine and Bobo Tay :D went oldtown. the food was nice :) after that went back to sch and played frisbeeeeee :) on e way back, saw many oldold buses. those with no air-con and the window can be open one. it suddenly reminds me of wat i usually do whn i took those kind of buses. during tat time i was only a smallsmall kid. i seriously miss those days;; those days without troubles :D i suddenly feel like im so oldddddd. we also applied the tan lotionnnnn. so funnnn. hahhas. thn bobo went hm. aft tat, saf came down. had a 2 vs 2 game. me and saf team up. hahhas. it seems that we cant co-ordinate with each otherrrrr. hhahahs. so funnnnyyy C: cant wait for tmrrrr. goin sentosa the group againn. (big group) hahhas. gonna camwhore so i must rmb to charge my phoneeeee! C: hahahs. sometimes i really wonder how long will i survive?? 0 comments Sunday, May 16, 2010 ( 160510 @ 9:34 PM )  i began to love saturday more and more! because.....i just find things meaningful. and there would always be a group of good sis tat would be there with me; supporting me, giving me courage, bringing laughter to my life. they will always remain in my heart. it takes a thousand years to build up this friendship and a second to tear it. once it is tore, it could nvr be the same anymore.. i promise, i would not break this friendship as a true and good friend is hard to find. and the words goddad say is all really meaningful and realistic. sometimes, tears just simply roll down my eyes. sometimes i dont even know why i cry too. i jus get very emotional.. i couldnt even control my tears. sometimes, i even gotta pretend tat i hear nth jus to distract myself from crying.. usually, i would find those words/sentences meaningful or somehow in some way is related to me. so i would jus say those words/sentences just 2 remind myself, not to cry or shed a tears for the stupid him... but seriously, and to be honest to myself, sometimes i could not control myself.. im currently looking forward for sep holidays. coz the bunch of ppl would be there for me. they would tolerate those rubbish and craps that i say. and those stupid and silly lame jokes. And at least whn im with them, i could put aside him, and stop thinkin bout him and would not feel the pain in my heart. With this, i shall THANKS those ppl. THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR ACCOMPANYING ME IN PART OF MY LIFE. WITHOUT U ALL, I MIGHT NOT HAVE OVERCOME MANY DIFFICULTIES THAT I FACED. THANKS PPL! :D i think i've lost the trust i had in u... maybe i should not trust u anymore.. 0 comments Tuesday, May 11, 2010 ( 110510 @ 6:02 PM ) WHATS THE BLOODY PROBLEM WITH MEEEE??! ARGHHHH! SUPER CONFUSED NOWW. CANT CONCENTRATE IN STUDYINGGG. JUS FEEL LIKE BLOGGING ALL THE BLODDY SHIT HERE.. `STUPID LUH.. MAKE ME CANT SLEEP WELL & STUDY WELL. WHY MUST THIS THINGS HAPPEN @ THIS TIMEEEEE? NEHNEHLAHHHH. ITS FREAKING ME OUTTTTT! SOMETIMES I SERIOUSLY WONDER WHY IS THERE SUCH A WORD CALL:"LOVE" && I SERIOUSLY HATE THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD 'LOVE'. THISSTUPIDBLOODYTHING. ITHOUGHTTHATIHADLETITGOCOZITHOUGHTIHAVEBECOMEMOREMATURE. ANDWOULDLETTHINGSGOEASILYAFTERGETTINGENOUGHOFTHOSEHURTFULSTUFF. IFEELJEALOUSANDGETSTUPIDEMOTIONSSOMETIMES. ISITBECAUSEISTILLHAVENOTLETGO? IMYSELFCANTEVENANSWERTHISQUESTION. CANTHISTHINGSTOBOTHERINGME? FINE. I SHALL JUST STOP TALKING BOUT THIS. HAHHAAA. ME AND WEILIN DID A SERIOUS BUSINESS TODAY IN SCHOOL :D HAHAS. SO FUNNY. SHE HAS NOW BECOME MY PS BUDDYYY! LOLS. AND I MANAGE TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP! WITH THE COURAGE OF A FEW PPL. THANK YOU! ITS A NICE FEELINGGGGG. ITS LIKE.. OHMYGOD.FINALLY,I HAVE SUCCEEDED. HAHAHAAAA. IT WAS JUST A SMALL THING. BUT TO ME IT IS A BIG BIG THINGGG. HAHAHAS. IM ACTUALLY TOKING ABT THE PYRAMID (: HAHAAA. IT MIGHT BE AN EASY THING TO CLIMB UP. BUT I SUDDENLY HAD THIS THOUGHTTTT. OMFG. I THINK IM GETTING OLDER AND OLDER. I ALWAYS HAVE THIS WEIRD WEIRD THOUGHTS AS IN VERY SERIOUS THOUGHT. SOMETIMES WHEN I SEE PPL CROSSING ROADS, I'LL HAVE THIS WEIRD THINKING ''WILL I BE LIKE HIM/HER? WILL I BE ABLE TO LIVE UNTIL THAT AGE? WHO WILL BE THERE WITH ME?'' AND MANY MANY MORE WEIRD THINKINGSSSS. HOW COME I BECOME LIKE THIS? I FEEL SO WEIRD.. I FEEL THAT THIS IS NOT ME. NOT MY USUAL SELFFFFF. its not the same anymore and it'll never be the same againnnn. 0 comments Monday, May 3, 2010 ( 030510 @ 2:51 PM ) its just that i havent master it. coz whnever i see u, the skills i learnt just seems like it have gone down the drain... 0 comments Friday, April 30, 2010 ( 300410 @ 8:30 PM ) had el&& cl paper 1. + cl oral. i totally screwed the whole cl paper. and during oral, ms lim keep smilin at me. is it tat i read something wrong?:O dun bother alr.. no point cryin over spilt milk :D i said an idiom! AWESOME! lolsss. someone deleted us on fb. (us=doggies) she thinks that we dunno wad she wrote abt us. well fine, we aint stupid kays? we've got brain :P since its u who gave up tis friendship, please stop tellin ppl abt e twist stories coz tis would not increase the number of ppl to be ur friends instead it would cause and make ppl feel irritated. And it is not us tat doesnt wan u to cum back. its u urself wasted && give up e chance so it isnt our fault. AndAnd... please,for goodness sake, stop crapping abt. oh..enough abt u. its gettin me pissed off.-_- im so happy! :D coz monday is sch holiday(: im gonna say byeee to my eyebags for 3 days. coz its gonna cum back and visit me again when sch resumesss. MYE is around the corner. havent even start to prepare. durin ytd tutorial, i jus found out tat i seriously dun understand how to calculate stuffs abt electrictyyyy. today, while doin exam, i suddenly thought of QIFA CARNIVAL 2009. coz of the topic for english ---funfair. haha. the things sounds super familiar. esp. the events held. 0 comments Tuesday, April 27, 2010 ( 270410 @ 5:38 PM ) slept durin e end of cl listenin compre, and almost doze off durin e science NSW. busy schedule tis week coz exam is jus round e corner.. watched a video relating to resilience during CD lesson. guess wad? i got inspired by nick. he had no limbs and legs but he didnt giv up in his life. instead, he tries his best to make things succeed. even if he fail to do so, he tries a million time to make it succeed. tat video really touch me, i nearly burst out into tearssss. Honestly speaking, i seriously learnt something todayy. its...when we fall down,the thing we must do is to stand up. its hard to stand up aft a big fall, but we must be strong coz its not the end of everything. you'll find the strength to get back up only if you dont give up. omfg. its the first time i seriously pay so much attention to CD lesson. i cant believe i have so many thoughts aft watchin the video. i love tis videooo. it teaches me many things in life.. 0 comments Monday, April 12, 2010 ( 120410 @ 9:29 PM )  todaygot the scape certificate/document(: it was so funnyyy:) && the sec4s dance seniors stepped down:( i almost cried outtt. i really miss them. i realize tat im juz close to e sec4s and 3s this year.. cant imagine wat will happen nxt year. coz we cant see the sec4s dancers and e sec3s tis year are gonna step downnn. time seriously fliesss. saw many status on fb. and received many messages. all are so emotional. it made me cried like madddd.. i'll nvr forget u guys.who gave me laughters,encouragement & determination to dance and do well in everythin. i'll nvr forget this big family as it is not a normal family like others. it is a family where we learn and strive tgt. one for all, all for oneee(: i love you guysss. 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